It's Okay for Me to Over Analyze the Outcome

I've been dragged through four tired and confused judges, just as many attorneys, more therapists than I can count, supervisors, non-supervisors, supposed professional opinions, and mountains of paperwork over the last 3+ years. 

I know how this works. I'm not naive to the complexity and outrageousness of the court system when it comes to custody cases. 

Although I appreciate all the hopeful opinions, thoughts, blessings and positive outlooks, please don't discount that I'm dubious of the judge's unpredictable reactions being positive and I'm trying to prepare for the worst case scenario. Please don't tell me I'm wrong to think that it may not go my way. Please don't act frustrated when I am stressing out that I may lose my kids due to the fallacies in the court system.  

These are all real possibilities.  I just want to be able to deal with whatever is going to negatively happen instead of suffer disappointment from too much hope. 

I do appreciate your hope, though, that everything works out. Yes, please continue to shower me with it. But accept my worry and obsession over the possibly negative, horrible outcome.  

You don't need to try to make me feel better.  You don't have to say anything.  Just accept it. Please.