Still Scared

I'm actually hiding in my bathroom right now. Sigh... Feels like back to square one. He was aggressive, threatening and demanding. I tried to stand my ground, then cried when he stalked me by following me around town in his car, then hid in my bathroom when he said he was coming to my house.

Soooooo anxious. And the girls have to go to his house this weekend. :(

As much as I pretend that I'm over it... In reality, he still scares me.